"Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore. And I wonder if I ever cross your mind?For me it happens all the time. [Chorus:]It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now. And I don't know how I can do without.
I just need you now...."
Well, I basically isn't a good mellow-er. I was a bit less sensitive. Somehow, I don't like all the "sad" things. Trying so hard to avoid all the feelings that made me becomes weak. Sure enough, I hate crying. But stupidly, I often doing that. Sometimes even for small things. I don't know why, lately a loneliness feelings approaching me. It feels like on one care with me, but in reality that's not so. It's just a feelings. I was defeated by feelings and fears. Such a dumb, ew. I listened Lady Antebellum's song on youtube, Need You Know. I'm not directing this song to anyone. I just enjoying this song for myself. Mmmm maybe currently, I'd needed someone to share many things. A person who can notice me well. Like a lover? Hahahahahahah