Kamis, 27 Februari 2014

A 21 Hours Vacation

It's a 21 hours of vacation! Jogja-Kediri-Jogja, less than a day. We went to Kediri for social service actually, delivering some donations. But for me it was a social service and escape, mmm. Eh we found a  building that is look like Arc de Triomphe in France. Ahahahahahaha!


Being inferior is really irritating me. Yea, that's my whole life problem. I'm not good at being nice. It's really hard for me to make a friend... I'm more kind of person who like walking through the coridor with earphones plugged on my ears and looked down along the way and being cool and wishing that coridor is empty. So I don't have to say hi to anyone. Okay, I now decided to choose adv as my concentration. I do love it, but I have no friends at class. I hate being early and should waiting the lecturer come and have no one to talk while waiting and just playing flappy bird. Mmm the main problem is because of me. They actually tried to say hi and make a topic or at least asked me about little thing. But it's me again that could not respon it well. And always going fail then end up with nothing, like this conversation was already done since my first respon. Yes, it's me again who never tried to make any conversation being that exciting. No wonder, I have no friends to share.  Maybe they realized how pathetic tried to talk to me. My second problem is I always feel guilt at anything I had done. Like overthinking of something and would worrying it all the time of my life. When that guilt moments randomly come into my brain, I could suddenly being weird. Honestly, it's very very very annoying. I don't even know why this could happened to me. Third is I'm the most quick-tempered kind of person in this world. And irritability. And yeah that's why I have less friends. They not enjoy being around me. I make my friendship-life going worse. I have no idea why I write it... I verily need a talk with human. Not a laptop or cellphone. *so sad*

Selasa, 18 Februari 2014

Dream Vacation

I was spent my val's day at the highest village in java (kata faiz sih gitu), Dieng. With my mates. It's actually our dream vacation since a long time ago. And we've done it at couples day ago, it took a very long time right to make it into real? The first reason to make it happened is because now faiz and firman could drive a car. And second third fourth and the next reasons are because we've grown and wanting a vacation like college-kid. Yeah. We rented a house for a night, we did sleepover, barbeque, cooking, laughed all day loooong, watched horror movie, climbed the peak, single party (kecuali rakhma yo, tapi dianggep wae). I pretty happy. Considering I was looking for a "sweet escape" lately, and they've filled it. Successfully. Though it's just a day... Thanks guys for make our dream vacation came true. And being my sweetest friends since my first day in junior high school (gak boong deh hari pertama di kelas emang udah ngelompok). Xoxo.